“Yes, life,” Noye said. “A long life or a short one, it’s up to you, Snow. The road you’re walking, one of your brothers will slit your throat for you one night.” – “They’re not my brothers,” Jon snapped. “They hate me because I’m better than they are.” – “No. They hate you because you act like you’re better than they are. They look at you and see a castle-bred bastard who thinks he’s a lordling.”
AGOT 19 – JON III (GRRM)
POV character Jon Snow 3
Chapter (AGOT) 20 / 73
Chapter (ASOIAF) 20 / 344
Summary
Jon trains with the other new members of the watch and beats everyone at the swordfight. Still – Ser Allister Thorne, the master-at-arms, is not satisfied. Jon feels alone as all others are older than him – and his upbringing sets him apart. He is a little angry as nobody had told him the hard truth, except Tyrion Lannister. That Benjen also left him to lead a ranging is also making him angry. But most of all he misses his siblings, Arya and Robb even more than the others.
A group of other young recruits confronts Jon and provokes him by calling his mother a whore. A fight starts, but Donal Noye, the armorer, stops it immediately, sends all out, except Jon. Jon is stubborn and wants to leave, but Noyle tutors him that all are equal here at the wall and all of them are needed, even if they did not have his luck of being raised in a castle. Especially he tells him, that Jon is not better than any of them and may be killed by them soon if he keeps humiliating and bullying them.
When he walks out he looks at the wall and remembers how he had seen it the first time. Benjen called it the biggest structure ever built, and Tyrion the most useless one. The latter one he meets in the courtyard and Tyrion calls him “Lord Snow”. Jon does not want that name, but Tyrion tells him, that if he “owns” the name and takes it for himself, nobody can mock you about it (and as “the Imp” he knows what he is talking about). Tyrion starts to talk about the rumors that Benjen’s party is too long away but Jon denies as they are looking for Ser Waymar Royce and his party and that can take some time.
When they enter the dining hall, Jon is summoned to the Lord Commander because of news about Bran. Tyrion condoles him instantly. He runs to the quarters of Jeor Mormont who hands him a letter sent by Robb that Bran woke up – crippled but alive. Jon is immensely happy and instantly tells Tyrion. He even apologizes to Grenn – the one he humiliated and hurt at the training – and offers to give him some hints. Allister Thorne hears that and does not believe that Jon can help Grenn. Jon replies snarkily and makes Thorne very angry. The knight tells Jon that that was an grievous error and makes clear that he sees him as enemy.
Thoughts
- “We’ll speak when I return.”
Oh my, something the Stark-brothers should stop saying. - Donal Noye – I did not think of this one for 10(?) years and I don’t think he is part of the series. But he is a great side-character. Hard and kind and honorable (and important for Jon’s growth).
- The ancient stronghold of the black brothers was no Winterfell, no true castle at all. Lacking walls, it could not be defended, not from the south, or east, or west;
I know now there will be fighting in and around castle black (what an uninspired name – as good as GRRM is with characters and nicknames, as lacking he is at locations: Castle Black, Red Keep, Riverrun)- but I also knew that would be important when I read it the first time. Some of GRRMs foreshadowing was not as concealed as others. - Books vs. series: Once Castle Black had housed five thousand fighting men with all their horses and servants and weapons. Now it was home to a tenth that number, and parts of it were falling into ruin.
However you take it, the visuals in the series were great, but the size of the castles and all the stuff (except the wall) never was delivered correctly. AsoIaF should be fantasy in its grandest scale – and that never was done (ok – it TV and not movie, but still).